Hello friends, I have been in the community for a while, I always read your posts, I would like you to give me advice or tools regarding an idea that has persisted for several days in my head, I have been feeling for a few weeks that the kundalini awakening has been a very strong experience in my life, to the point that everything I was has dissolved in time, I lost friends, family members distanced themselves from me due to my lack of prosperity and ambition for material things, it is not really that I did not have or do not have long-term material projects, it happens that the process has been so complex in symptoms that I have only been surviving the last 10 years, currently I find myself in another much more stable state, however I feel disoriented, I have the feeling that a hurricane went through my life, taking everything in its path and I can not help but look back and feel nostalgia for everything I have lost, even having had the life of my dreams, I wonder how you grieve the fact that this energetic awakening changes our plans and the course of our life, I feel quite alone and I feel that all my potential and achievements that I could have cultivated on a professional and personal level were not possible to achieve due to the same process, sometimes I feel like a loser and a failure. I can't help but cry as I write these lines... please if anyone feels identified, I would like you to give me some perspective.
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Hi Claudia
I can feel what you are going through, as I have been there and still going through. when the Kundalini got activated 2020 it was rough for me, and it's never ending journey. what helped me is never taking to the heart anything, or any issue, letting go, accepting how people treat me, not reacting, expressing my feeling, just mastering my emotion, not overthinking, as I told myself that I am in test and trials, and I am learning something from every trial or test. I don't label anything, or anybody. The journey is very long, and needs practicing resilient, self compassion, self love, forgiving ourself and others. One thing I know for sure is you will pass this situation, ease is coming, you are loved, relax, pumper yourself, lough. Kundalini is a healing energy, we are going through healing, and healing a wounds we don't see is not easy, just surrendering is the answer.
Isma