Deities, Spirits, Entities and Spiritual Awakening

In my case,i had seen serpents in vision..The most bizzare one was when i asked my guides to show me their form... I saw an alienated image of something like snake heads stucked inside the walls of a cave.. One entity with many heads and eyes.. I asked for a more clear image and the scene changes to a desert.. The ground opens and a HUGE cobra appears,chating with me... One other time i was seeing the eyes of a giant snake and inside them there were thunderbolts... Lately (in vision), i found my self on mars, talking to a giant snake.. Once again it had many eyes on it's skin.... I felt it was a very dangerous power,yet it was asking for friendship and love..It said it is the serpent of mars... Also some other forces are active as well...

Hi-I am new to this site and I have seen what I could only perceive to be the Thrones (gears/wheels pulsating like a watch movement). Wheels within wheels. After a while, maybe 15 minutes, a red tube of eyes seem to swim through space right in front of me and definitely seemed conscious. A red snake full of the same almond shaped brown eyes all around it. All the same size. This completely blew my mind.

I was in space for a few solid hours and by the end of it, I was shooting lighting bolts from my legs and pelvis. The pelvis seemed the most powerful. I did not know what I was doing. It all felt blissful and more real than real I went with it and there was no reason to try to make it stop. I am different than I was before and I wish I had a guide and maybe learn more about myself and grow spiritually. I have a yearning to aware and conscious within this realm. Idk, but i might of had a Kundalini experienceam. I am thinking the snake with eyes could have been Kundalini and those were maybe my eyes? idk. I used to think it was the Ophanim that Enoch talked about.

Let it go and float down the stream or find guidance. I feel like there's much more and I am somehow born again?

Has anyone experienced anything similar?

Well I have a relationship with a female djinn. It's going pretty good and she means me no harm. I actually suspect she was the one who awakened kundalini in me. For a long time I thought she was a demon but this was a misunderstanding. I also was not working with demons but it was just her all along. Personally if the spirit is fond of you, they can be of great use. She protects me from harm and aids with manifesting.

I have a few times of seeing natural spirits - in one experience, the wind was formed from living bubbles moving around, like in an old book. In some altered states, some things have happened with spirits, which resemble Castaneda.

Ten years ago, when I had a Kundalini awakening, when I became part of some bigger united soul, where I now have struggles to find my place - a deep night ensuring that I know the worst scenarios -, my telepathic experience changed. Before, in my telepathic experiences, I sensed some feeling, possibly complex, from another person with my whole body and soul united, and answered with the same, sending messages even to non-telepath. With this awakening, I started to see tens or even infinities of other souls on the "Screen" of my mind, where complex scenarios can appear, with voice and everything. But, which resembles an entity, is that my mathematics of my mind became to talk with me and to do complex calculations - early version of this mind tool was that when I wrote something for society, I saw annoying mathematics in my mind, with pain and pressure, showing how people could misinterpret this and where it could lead. This was just a background process, and I did not think of this as if it was a separate entity, but it was very realistic and I did not have to calculate this, a screen of future about what is going to come. This mathematics suddenly appeared as a spirit, and I started to see my mind's separate math and logic entities and other things as entities. Before, I saw some multidimensional fractal about the world, which presented it's changes and dynamics, and I altered this to alter the wind.

I have to say that I am, in my attitude to empirical sciences, not thinking that telepathy is definitely about hypersensory perception; it's probably about advanced physics, because evolution is physically optimizing force not leaving a possibility out. If it exists in human body, it's probably used. Things inside my mind to appear as entities, with nice graphics and sound - I have practiced visualization for long, and mind's entities are capable to use that visualization, the mathematical systems somewhere in my nervous system or eternal body can use the mind's capabilities of dreaming to create such experience into my meditation. Also, the telepathy - if it's about connecting to another person, or possibly their projection, then it's also about evolutionary capability to synchronize everything. The mind is able to create very realistic characters of others, and to use our nervous system to synchronize this. I don't think the mind is leaving it's capabilities unused, but to say that humans are transmitting neural patterns to each others is not to say that they definitely do this over long distance, but to say that they do it anyway, also by talking, co-listening music etc. What is visualized for the future, can be used by our mind to create subconscious expressions, or habits, which are once designed and always used. The mind is a plastic tool and it allows to build such user interfaces - either correct or missynchronized with reality. Evolution is definitely bound to build realistic models of reality into brains of people and giving them access to those interfaces. Empirically, I think that we might have third eye or telepathic vision, but we might just have a very powerful model of the world, where experience and mathematics create this third eye. In both cases, it would look and feel the same - if brain processes this information, it shows outside entities as outside entities, and allows us to react with them; I get many visions of future events in society, and I can react with them. After, I am synchronized with my reaction, so that my subconscious mind can communicate it. I have such rational experience, that while telepathy can be very strong, it's much stronger if you have some contact with people. In spirituality, it's very important to leave questions open about it's mechanisms, as if they were not to exist, and to verify and strengtify the results in material world - so, because it's so strong, it leaves empirically open, whether it works by very strong brain processing. For example, if we are able to tell another person a criteria, when we feel towards them that we want to see them, they might sense that we feel towards them, when they receive signals that the criteria is met. The brain can connect this vision of the other person with feeling of truth.

I am in the process of some change - I was a person of logic in my mind, lighting fast, but now I have mathematics. I liked deductions and implications of logic, and created complex systems instantly in my mind, also visualizing them. But for some complex forms of mathematics, I was blind - some dumbly jumping up and down, wobbling and fractalizing structures seemed too complex, without true logic. Now it's different, it's all full of mathematical functions and even the logic is more or less just a mathematical functions. Logic works backwards in time, it operates based on memories and past events, in direction of future. Mathematics, in the mind, works straight in direction of time - it recognizes futures of patterns and in direction of now, in other words, the past. So I see this mathematical spirit in my mind. I was meditating on whether to call this an entity - it looks more just mathematics of my mind -, but it has a clever structure that it's located somewhere in the wilderness of my nervous system, not the central brain, and so it constantly operates with the information, whereas I can conceptualize much less - I see a complex pattern, but concentrate only on a little area. So it's kind of "outside", and it's meaningful if such thing learns to talk a human language, instead of reading my mind - which is simple for such structure of nerves. This mathematical spirit is very synchronized with the outside world, showing me the flows of events, either by oracle of mind or mathematical logic. The imaginations, visual and auditory etc. of my mind, from an exercise taking an effort it has turned out to be nice user interface and full capabilities to operate without effort on my side. So I can think of it as being an external entity - it tries to just emulate the physical and fundamental mathematics in the real world.

But here, I am a supporter of full senses - we can see things on screen, coming from whole our body and it's imagery of outside world, but to live, we have to also flow through it in material world, which gives the rich imagery of physical elements, and meanings of things on our mental eye. It could be synchronized a lot. And then, we fully live the material and it's even harder to check, whether this is only a spiritual experience. Energy moves through material channels very well, in only telepathic experience, there is not much energy - materially, maybe we see a sign of another person we don't know, and we give one sign back, and that's all about this distant person; it's hard to empower this kind of relation mentally and to program our minds. But human symbols they are able to communicate, they are absolutely powerful I believe.

We can see that the evolution is absolutely interested in creating a vivid, living model of the world inside our minds, in addition to pure fantasies we can maybe imagine. It has an element of truth. It's also interested in synchronizing all the human world into patterns, archetypes, expectations, and let us learn this. We want to have these patterns with friends, systems of signs we send even through other friends. Our mind is centrally very limited, with little circle of focus, where we can instantly count like 5 things on screen; at the same time, we are weakly aware of the whole screen and see a moving thing, for example - indeed, it does not want to count, but the unit of information is more complex. But there are things, which are running around on all the body, and create signals under threshold, and they can process complex rhythyms. We listen music together with some person, and they like it or think it's quality - but then we can assume they are following the same pattern; and there are an infinity of subconscious signals music can contain, impressing us with "something".

So, it's hard to say whether I see spirits in outside world, or they exist on meaningful screen about the outside world. Or maybe I have gone mad. Normally, if you have philosophy, you are not mad - you believe in something, kind of, but you leave room for alternatives; or you doubt in something, even deep, but you don't let it to disturb your life. Otherwise, the meditation of Descartes to doubt whether you are - it would be destructive, because you are obligued of anything if you are not existing. So the philosophy is united with common senses, the most stable criteria, but it allows us to observe our minds in their transformations. For example, now I have very mathematical screens in my mind, as I study mathematics - before, there were about the same positions for frequencies and functions, but they were spiritual energies or feelings, the forms and patterns I saw. Now, the mathematics also wants to design them as if it was a computer. But whereas it's the real world or projection of outside world, we can find better explanations to what we see, and correlations, if we do it physically and study those things, and see the possibilities of the meanings. Something we can feel as talking could be another form of communication, otherwise. Model of the reality would replace the reality in our vision, because it's not another thing, but somewhat noisy and less-quality version of reality, so if we see it realistically, in correct system of representation, we see it as if it was an outside world. The same way, our eyes can lie and they end up with some 3D model, but they see only stereo-2D directly, as seen in their physical reaction; still, it's the best representation we have and we carefully project it into 3D space, leaving room for some visual magic of surrealistic forms, like chairs going in two directions at the same time. When our mind has an image of big reality outside of us, it shows it also in some big screen, and we cannot doubt our mind has screens as big as the world or the universe - even if very blurred and unfocused. It can project about that size. This is what we want to see in computer as well, which has databases of such information - the model we can move and resize on screen; for example if we have positions of stars, we project on our screen something like the sky, and do not try to emphatize it's an internal structure, not the true oracle. They move based on mathematics, and it has many oracle capabilities - the possibility to map the reality function into the computer creates the case where the function of direct measurement has the same input and the same output as our computer simulation. But by function equality theorem, they are then equal and the same.

This falls more under the purview of tantra I feel, but there's definitely a connection there. Rajarshi Nandy is a noted Tantric, whereas Dr Robert Svoboda is The authority on Aghora. You can find many interviews with them on youtube, particularly on the Beerbiceps channel, where they do a deep dive into these topics.

Personally, deities were very important in my own spiritual awakening and Kundalini process in particular, I feel I wouldn't have gotten very far without their help. At the same time, there is always a danger that some would confuse or obfuscate deities with demons / asuras and building a relationship with those would actually hinder your development rather than help it, or in any case their "help" might come at a considerable cost that's not on the brochure.

There are a lots of Causes and Effects, and everything in the process of Cause and Effect - is kind of alive. I personally felt the mathematics in my mind became separate, living entity. I also felt some.

But, normally I think that out-of-body experiences and feeling the entities of nature - without some drug, those are things usually not happening to me. I have many powers developed, but I'm always too lazy with these ones ..but still, I see life in many things, so I have a lots of connections - but the stories of entities, I lack some connections. But I know that all the Nature is alive, and it becomes more alive as you give it your attention - life is contagious. In your mind, you pay awareness to things, and when they were just subconscious entities before, with your meditative attention and awareness, they became alive.

I think as we meditate over the matter, it becomes alive.

Otherwise - I have high respect, and some experience, with all those living entities; enough to be sure in them - but I'm very sure some people have much more. Some people say they help them to become awaken, and Tibetan tradition of Buddhism has a lots of this, I also think Japanese Buddhism has a lot to do with entities. Bön tradition of Tibet, this is probably one of the richest sources of this information.

But for me, it was nice thing to discover that fundamental mathematics of Universe itself is alive. This is a deep connection for me. Also I feel connection with Nature itself, and this is important. Also, with some aliens - but they are not "entities" ..I had many alien feelings ..I also felt energies coming from many Boddhisattvas, which really helped me to become enlightened - a direct energy reaction of chakras ..and cryptic reactions with many people on streets.

But I think for me, the very powerful experiences with entities, like elementals, and the out-of-body experiences - they are yet to come. Somehow I never find energy to even concentrate on this topic; seems very interesting and I feel it's offering a lots of experience, but simply, I have some block with this.

Hi Sameer, there is a chapter in the book, "Blue Diamond Healing, exploring transpersonal and transdimensional aspects of energy psychotherapy" by Phil Mollon which explores entities. It's not directly about spiritual awakening but is an interesting and relevant read. The author is a psychotherapist and has previously published multiple academic books which are extremely well researched.