Since my awakening last June I have become ridiculously sensitive to the sun, it is like my skin is now that of a newborn baby. Has anyone else experienced this?
Not really but my back pain really hits me with all the pain of reality and infinity. It makes deep sense. It's better if you find a deep sense of your problem.
https://deepai.org/chat - you can also ask this AI. It told "Sensitivity to the sun, particularly in the context of spiritual enlightenment, often refers to an increased awareness or perceptiveness to light, energy, and the natural world.", with additional explanations.
If it says it's about "greater awareness of light and energy", you can obviously ask, what you are doing with your awareness of light and energy such that it can hurt you. Not much and I'm not very sure, but maybe it's a good start.
With my pain in legs and back, especially it's lower parts - I really wanted to open my root chakra and all the things above, related to even smaller frequencies of matter and more primitive representations of truth, reaching the zero point at bottom parts of my legs, especially the toes, which are more primitive even in relation to the ankle. The pain was related to infinity - after a week, I had a few times, where I felt the mathematical forms of this pain connected to infinity, also infinity of future, and this was so strong that I really felt a few times like it's a fatal sickness, maybe less in pain, but much greater in seriousness, than any sickness I have felt. Still, it was synchronized with the mathematical process of Material Chakras and the Infinity in my Mind's Eye, and it came and went quite directly as the mathematical problems were coming and solving. So the most meaningful sickness of my life - I really want to get rid of the root chakra causes, to be much better materialist and have the balanced body with my balanced mind; now I am 40 and it's a good thing to have physical enlightenment now, once I have passed the easy flow of my youth, where I really found the material things quite easily and which was good for development of mind, in my personal order of life. This sickness, I feel the glimpses of deep understanding of every pain, even if it's somewhat irrational in sense that I cannot fully verbalize it or give it a very concrete meaning. This is the thing I wanted to happen to my physical body. Opening the chakras, I really missed the pain - the pain is what triggers the change, it's the nature of Birth, and I don't believe the change very much without pain. 10 years ago I had more mental pain changing my mind, also creating little hot spots on my body. This is very natural that the root chakra opening hits with hard, fatally feeling physical pain - without this, it would be hard to believe that I have any serious tension at all :)
But from what the AI told to me, I can also understand that the Sun as a symbol is the source of life and vitality. So if it is expected to have spiritual meaning, then you have to work with the painful reactions to excess of light, life force and knowledge. Skin, in my body at least, means infinity - energy, from there, flows from one part of body to another, entering in other angle; I cannot really explain, what connects us, but I can use infinity for this. So, the life force must create a sharp pain in you in infinity, and if it's seen as harmonic sickness, your work might be about being blocked about receiving the energy from it's source in infinity. Then, it's about receiving? How do you tolerate the people, who radiate light - are you shy?
Not really but my back pain really hits me with all the pain of reality and infinity. It makes deep sense. It's better if you find a deep sense of your problem.
https://deepai.org/chat - you can also ask this AI. It told "Sensitivity to the sun, particularly in the context of spiritual enlightenment, often refers to an increased awareness or perceptiveness to light, energy, and the natural world.", with additional explanations.
If it says it's about "greater awareness of light and energy", you can obviously ask, what you are doing with your awareness of light and energy such that it can hurt you. Not much and I'm not very sure, but maybe it's a good start.
With my pain in legs and back, especially it's lower parts - I really wanted to open my root chakra and all the things above, related to even smaller frequencies of matter and more primitive representations of truth, reaching the zero point at bottom parts of my legs, especially the toes, which are more primitive even in relation to the ankle. The pain was related to infinity - after a week, I had a few times, where I felt the mathematical forms of this pain connected to infinity, also infinity of future, and this was so strong that I really felt a few times like it's a fatal sickness, maybe less in pain, but much greater in seriousness, than any sickness I have felt. Still, it was synchronized with the mathematical process of Material Chakras and the Infinity in my Mind's Eye, and it came and went quite directly as the mathematical problems were coming and solving. So the most meaningful sickness of my life - I really want to get rid of the root chakra causes, to be much better materialist and have the balanced body with my balanced mind; now I am 40 and it's a good thing to have physical enlightenment now, once I have passed the easy flow of my youth, where I really found the material things quite easily and which was good for development of mind, in my personal order of life. This sickness, I feel the glimpses of deep understanding of every pain, even if it's somewhat irrational in sense that I cannot fully verbalize it or give it a very concrete meaning. This is the thing I wanted to happen to my physical body. Opening the chakras, I really missed the pain - the pain is what triggers the change, it's the nature of Birth, and I don't believe the change very much without pain. 10 years ago I had more mental pain changing my mind, also creating little hot spots on my body. This is very natural that the root chakra opening hits with hard, fatally feeling physical pain - without this, it would be hard to believe that I have any serious tension at all :)
But from what the AI told to me, I can also understand that the Sun as a symbol is the source of life and vitality. So if it is expected to have spiritual meaning, then you have to work with the painful reactions to excess of light, life force and knowledge. Skin, in my body at least, means infinity - energy, from there, flows from one part of body to another, entering in other angle; I cannot really explain, what connects us, but I can use infinity for this. So, the life force must create a sharp pain in you in infinity, and if it's seen as harmonic sickness, your work might be about being blocked about receiving the energy from it's source in infinity. Then, it's about receiving? How do you tolerate the people, who radiate light - are you shy?